Blindfold

I am writing to you blindly, as I sit here in the dark
My ears grow deaf, while my mind swims with thought.
As I sit here by myself, I wonder if you as me
Stay awake all night and think of what we could be
If everything goes right, will I be blind to see
That maybe this is fate that you and I should be.
As I sit here by myself, I wonder if you as me
Stay awake all night and think at I what I see
If everything is for nothing, will we both see the sign
Everything we were, nothing more than wasting time
Right now you have me nervous, as I try and fall asleep
I just can’t wait to know, if we will ever meet
Beyond my dreams I’ll wait for you, with feelings of romance
I don’t know why I feel this way, love deserved of a chance.
If the things we said were fake; I’ll wonder this of course
As we both spent time deceiving, hiding from the source
Yet I’m wondering what you doing, and what you think of me
Love makes this worth pursuing, if by luck you’re right for me
And I be right for you, or we be destined to stay two?
I’ll ask myself this question while these feelings are so new
I will not say the words I wish, because it is not the time
I cannot say what I will do, or if you will be mine
I do not need to rush this; it need not go too fast
If this is really something, then forever it should last
So why then do I ask myself, if you question the same fate
Laying awake each night, looking over your mistakes
What could I have said to lock things up, to dive into your heart
Could you have done the same to me, or made me fall apart
All these questions I ask myself, while my mind swims with thought
I am writing all this blindly, as I sit here in the dark
But every time I’m alone in bed, I wonder what is true
You’ve got me feeling butterflies, while I think of you